Maria Alexandria

I think I'm gonna disappear from buzznet and msn a little while.. Everything seems to go straight down for me, so I have to try to get focused again. In around 20 days it's school again too, and I really need to be consentrated this year, cosue it's will be the final year before I'll have to go the.. the next school (gosh, the norwegian system is just wierd) .. So.. since all my friends are gone to the other side of the country, I'm gonna be stuck down here, bored..

And since I'm hoping that my parents will go to Sweden with me, I got a little hope that I'll finally meet Miora, and I may be going to a consert with The Smashing Pumpkins.. (MAYBE!)

So, since I'm planning a vacation away from buzz; I'll post the story thingy I've been working a little on, it's suppose to be longer, but I got a really big writers block right now.. but, I hope you enjoy ^^

(To all the people that have tried to contact me; I'm sorry I've kinda ignored you, but my life ain't that good right now.. )

A small moment in a small world

Sometime in New York

A black haired guy had just stepped out of the cab, on his way to work the rainy Tuesday morning. The traffic was awful as always, and the rain didn’t make it any better. He tried his best to cover himself from the rain, but he was already soaked before he reached the door.

“Good morning, Mr. Iero” the woman behind the reception desk said in a monotony voice, “Bad weather much?” She looked up from the papers she was working with.

“Yeah, it’s not the best kind” Iero answered while he was taking off his coat, “Do I have any special meetings today?” He looked up at the big watch that was slowly showing the time.

“Let me see, those two girls are coming today” She answered and looked up from the computer screen, “They’re here because of the..” “Yeah I know, the job interview” Iero interrupted and went over to the elevator that would carry him to the 11th floor, where his office was.

The rain was pouring outside of the window of the young man’s office. Cars were passing by down at the street. A man walked slowly pass the buildings down the streets. His black hair was soaked by the rain and he didn’t seem to wear that much clothes either. 

Same time down at the street

He was freezing. The cold rain had made him all wet, and he didn’t feel that much anymore. Cars passed by him, but there were few people out in this weather. A black limousine drove by him and stopped a little longer up in the streets. He continued walking. As he got to the limousine the black window rolled slowly down. It was his younger brother, probably finished with another stupid movie over in Hollywood.

“Gerard?” The young man inside the limo asked and looked over at the black haired guy.

“What?” He said back, glaring over at his brother, “Shouldn’t you be doing something better than driving around in New York with a limo?”

“Probably.. But what are you doing out here?”

“What does it look like?” Gerard answered slightly annoyed “I’m walking”.

Same time behind the black limousine

A small sight came out of the guy in the car as he tried to get the car in front of him to move. A black haired guy was talking to someone inside of the limousine. He quietly cursed and felt a hand on his knee and looked over at his wife. They were trying to get to the airport before their plane left.

“You’re just a little stressed, Ray” his wife said in a relaxed tone and bent over to him and kissed him softly on his lips, “If we don’t reach the flight, we can always do something else:”

He slightly nodded and looked out the window. Two young boys walked pass the car outside in the rain. They seemed to take a dog for a walk, but it looked more like they forced the dog out in the rain to make it take a shower.

Inside a cab

Two young girls rushed into the cab, trying to escape from the bad weather. One of them simply gave the driver an address and he started to drive. Stars, by Madina Lake started to play and the driver answered his cell phone.

“Bob’s speaking” He said and switched gear with the other hand. After a few minutes with speaking into the phone he hang up and concentrated on the driving.

“Why did I get this crappy job?” He said quietly to himself and turned right, “Oh, it’s couse you couldn’t handle the other crappy job you had!” He answered himself with a sarcastic tone.

A couple of minutes later the cab drove slowly in on the parking spot in front of a big building. The two girls stepped out of the car and the blond one quickly paid the driver. He drove out in the road again and got stuck behind a black car that was again stuck behind another car.

He turned his head to the left as he felt someone looking his direction. A black haired guy was looking down at the road from the building he had just been next to.

The cars slowly drove forward, and soon the traffic went as normal again.

Or his voice =D I was playing some music on the computer while she was running around on my desk, and the music changed and "Dancing In The Moonlight" by The Smashing Pumpkins (I belive they covered it?) starts, and when he starts to sing, she suddenly stops and, like look around. I thought there was something wrong and took her up and placed her in my hand, but she didn't move. She lay down in my hand and listened to the music! xD wait, I'll find some pic's =D

Credits to Kristine aka mychemqueen =D

1) Opening Credits:
Boys and Girls - Good Charlotte

2) Being Born:
This is how I disappear - My Chemical Romance

3) Toddler Days:
Go With The Flow - Queens Of The Stoneage

4) First Day of School:
Make It Wit Chu - Queens Of The Stoneage

5) Becoming a Teenager:
Super Massive Blackhole - Muse

6) First Day as a Freshman:
Eternal Rest - Avenged Sevenfold

7) First Love:
Hourglass - National Produckt

8) Graduation Day:
Rawwwrr! - Bring Me The Horizon

9) Moving Out of the House:
Traitors Never Play Hangman - Bring Me The Horizon

10) Bad Break-Up:
Don't Jump - Tokio Hotel

11) New Love:
Endlessly - Muse

12) Getting Engaged:
Angels Cry - Red Jumpsuit Aparatus

13) Bachelor/Bachelorette Party:
Bullet with Butterfly Wings - The Smashing Pumpkins

14) Wedding Day:
The Ocean's Breathes Salty - Modest Mouse

15) You and Your Husband/Wife's Song:
Minds Eye - Wolfmother

16) Honeymoon:
Trying to Escape The Inevitabl - Pencey Prep

17) Having Children:
Teenagers - My Chemical Romance

18) Getting Cheated On:
Every Little thing she does is magic - Ra

19) Getting Divorced:
Forgotten Children - Tokio Hotel

20) Getting Remarried:
Misfit Love - Queens Of The Stoneage

21) Your Kids Growing Up and Moving Out:
Yesterday - Pencey Prep

22) Growing Old:
Time is running out - Muse

23) Your Funeral:
Murder was the case they gave me - Leathermouth

24) End Credits:
Surrender - Billy Talent

I do this.. couse it's fun =D get used to it! XD

Stolen from Miora!!

WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?

Untitled - Simple Plan (oh, that dosn't sound good =S)

HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?

Angels cry - Red Jumpsuit Aparatus (okay?)

WILL YOU GET MARRIED?

The White Unicorn - Wolfmother  (..)

WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?

Make it wit Chu - Queens of the stoneage (okay, that's just odd.. )

WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?

Attention Reader - Pencey Prep (ouch.. =S)

WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?

A certain Romance - Arctic Monkeys (whoa.. )

HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?

Scream - Tokio Hotel (okay.. that's just too odd .. =S )

WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?

Feeling Good - Muse (erm.. sure.. )

WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?

It's my life - Bon Jovi (Is that a good or a bad thing?)

DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?

Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold (.. O.O ..)

HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?

Turnin' on the Screw - Queens of the Stoneage (well.. good or bad?)

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Desert Song - My Chemical Romance (that's sad =()

HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?

Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic - Ra (wow.. really?)

WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?

Endlessly - Muse (umm)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?

Kill All Your Frineds - My Chemical Romance (*hides under the bed* I'll never gonna see them again!)

DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?

The Anthem - Good Charlotte (ok??)

HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY

Time is running out - Muse (does that have something to do with my friends?)

WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?

Burn It Down - Avenged Sevenfold (ok, I'm starting to get kinda paranoid here.. )

WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?

We Belive - Good Charlotte (um.. If Good Charlotte thinks so, then I guess so XD)

WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?

Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold (O.O)

IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

Pray For Plagues - Bring Me The Horizon (um.. XD)

WHAT DOES YOUR MOM THINK OF YOU?

Surrender - Billy Talent (um.. )

WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?

Waking The Fallen - Avenged Sevenfold   (sure..)

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?

Bury Me With It - Modest Mouse (that dosn't sound that good.. )

WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?

Heaven help us - My Chemical Romance (ok? )

Mood: Bored
Currently listning to: Kaizers Orchestra =D

I know it have been a while since I've posted a fic, but I just wanted to tell those who're intressed that I am working on something. I can't tell when I'll be finished with it, but it's a long one, and I've already worked on it for 3 days, or nights actually..

So, besides that I think we've finally found a name to our "band", it's not a band, it's just me and some friends having fun, playing together.. I think we're gonna call us "Good For Nothing Students".. Just something that cought my mind today..

So.. that's all.. Hope you guys are ok and I'm sorry I havn't really talked to some of you in a while.. ^^
xX Maria..

1. Wake me up when September ends – Green Day

- This was the first Green Day song I heard. That one song changed my whole vision at music. I got more into the punk/rock scene and music started to be a thing in my life. Today I think I wouldn’t survive without the music.

2. Welcome to the black parade – My Chemical Romance

- I remember I was watching mtv a random day I was visiting my grandmother. They were on the 5th place on TRL, and I remember thinking ‘’what is this?’’ And later I decided to look deeper into their music, and bought ‘’the black parade’’. I really liked the music, and the lyrics made me feel.. I don’t really know, different than I used to feel.

3. The Anthem – Good Charlotte

- I just really liked that song from the first time I heard it. The lyrics make sense too. I mean, “I don’t wanna be just like you, I don’t wanna do the things you do”, I wanna be myself, the person I am, and no one should stop me from that.

4. M.I.A – Avenged Sevenfold

- I spoke with a friend of mine, that I’d met trough the music. He told me about this great band that I should hear, and he sent me this song. I just love it. From what I know it is about survive and make the right choice.  And how I look at the song will never change, couse that’s what I think of it.

5. Famous Last Words – My Chemical Romance

- “I am not afraid of keep on living”. What more do I need to say?

Good Morning.. it's soon 4 in the morning here, and I'm not tired yet.. >.<

It's like.. bright outside.. or not bright, but not dark either.. it could be like in the middle of a day with no sun.. or.. maybe it's a little bit darker.. but yeah.. and it's hot outside.. --_--''

I know I should be sleeping right now, but 1, I'm not tired, 2, I can't stand the heat, 3, I got a lot of things on my mind right now.. >.<

Lalalalalalalalalalalala.. .. .. .. I'm sending some stuff to a friend, so I'll have to wait for that anyway .. =P I got to put some new songs on the mp3 player too .. xD ..

I’m walking to the end of my room.

As the cold gets inside.

I’m walking to the end of the street.

As I turn I can still see your light.

I’m walking to the end of the road.

As the sky is changing above me.

I’m walking to the end of the sea.

As the stars fall down.

I’m walking to the end of the world.

As the angels die above me.

I’m walking to the end of nothing.

As the world is about to die.

I’m walking to the end of my thoughts.

As I see your light disappear.

I’m walking to the end of my heart.

As your memory fades in my mind.

I’m walking to the end of the sky.

As the sun drowns in the ocean.

I’m walking to the end of all.
As my legs disappear beneath me.

I just had to get all my thoughts out.. sorry for the bad.. what ever you wanna call it..

Remember; Unauthorized duplication is a violation of applicable laws and will result in Gerard coming to your house and sucking your blood.

Ok, I'm translating it now, couse it's not in the middle of the night and I'm not that pissed anymore ^^

So.. I was looking at a newspaper site on the net and I found this, først It's really sweet and I got happy when I read it:

- Hey Gerard?

It's streaming tears down the face of the girl. She's been standing a litlle away and looked at My Chemical Romance having a meet and gree with the fans. Finally she's dared to go near the singer Gerard Way. Her make-up is all over her face. She tries to say something, but can't.

- Take the time you need, says Gerard.

- But I have something I wish to tell you. Your music is so important to me, it have helped me trough depressions. I just have to say thank you. Thank you. Can I get a hug?

The girl gets a hug. She's not the only one crying. Not far away is there standing people from their crew, touched to tears.

Special
My Chemical Romance is the main consert of Hovefestivalen's last day. The band has a meet and greet with the fans before the consert. Milana Knezvic (17), Hanne Fredli (16), Olea Steinkjer (13), Christin Johansen (16) and Marie Hafner (16) have won Dagbladet and Djuice's My Chemical Romance competition.

- We were supposed to write down everything we knew about My Chemical Romance. It became a lot to be honest, tells Milana.

- It's something special when you get to know a band you really feel you finds your self in. I read about My Chemical Romance when they were touring with Green Day. I thought; What a cool band name and decided to check them out. It was love by the first sound!

Fotball
Milana is standing with the rest of the teenagers that were meeting them. On the other side of the backstage place is Frank Iero and the drummer Bob Bryar. A fotball is being playd between the band and the fans. The guards trys to keep the fans where they are.

- Stans still, the band's coming to you, not the opposite, the guards are trying to tell them.

It dosn't really work. Then Ray Toro and Gerard Way comes to them. They start to sign t-shirts and papers. Ray's joking with the fans. Gerard stays a little in the back. He looks kinda shy.

- It's important to us to met the fans. We wouldn't be here in norway without them. They are the reason we have taken this tour here, says Gerard and gets innterupted by the crying girl.

Nice
The meet and great are finished in ten minutes. The girls are happy.

- This is the biggest ting I've ever expirienced in my whole life. They were really nice, says Hanne Fredli.

- What's up with My Chemical Romance? Every time I hear the texts I get really excited and jumps around, says Maria Hafner.

- Gerard loves the same things as me, drawing and much theater. Just what I like, she says.

 No one really know's where the crying girl came from. Maybe she wasn't suppose to be backstage at all. After meeting Gerard she's walking a little arond at the area.

- How are you? Did you know you got their crew to cry?

- How am I? I've just met Gerard Way, the singer from My Chemical Romance!

Then I found thin article from the same newspaper, that's what made me so angry:

EMO PARADE

By: Torgrim Øyre
Sunday 01.07.2007, 07:36 

On norwegian.. I'm not in the mood of translating right now. to say it like it is.. I'm Fucking Pissed..

Okai, så jeg var på Dagbladet.no.. først fant jeg dette, det er rørende, skal jeg være ærlig ^^ jeg ble glad da jeg leste det:

- Du Gerard?

Det strømmer tårer nedover kinnene på jenta. Hun har stått litt på avstand og sett på at My Chemical Romance har en «meet and greet» med fansen. Nå har hun endelig turt å tilnærme seg vokalist Gerard Way. Hun klør seg på kneet. Sminken er klint utover. Hun prøver å si noe, men blir stoppet av et hulk.

- Ta den tida du trenger, sier Gerard.

- Men jeg har noen jeg ønsker å si deg. Musikken din er så viktig for meg, den har hjulpet meg gjennom depresjoner. Jeg må bare må bare si takk. Takk. Kan jeg får en klem?

Jenta får en klem. Hun er ikke den eneste som gråter. Litt bortenfor står barka plateselskapsmedarbeidere, rørt til tårer.

Spesielt
My Chemical Romance er hovedattraksjonen på Hovefestivalens siste dag. Før konserten har bandet en meet and greet med fansen. Milana Knezvic (17), Hanne Fredli (16), Olea Steinkjer (13), Christin Johansen (16) og Marie Hafner (16) har vunnet Dagbladet og Djuice sin My Chemical Romance-konkurranse.

- Man skulle skrive ned alt man kunne om My Chemical Romance på et ark. Det ble ganske mye, for å si det slik, forteller Milana.

- Det er noe spesielt når man finner et band man virkelig føler at man kjenner seg igjen i. Jeg leste om My Chemical Romance da de var på turné med Green Day. For et kult bandnavn, tenkte jeg og sjekket dem ut. Det ble kjærlighet ved første lytt!

Fotball
Milana står i rekka sammen med de andre som skal møte bandet. På den andre siden av plassen på backstageområdet, står Frank Iero og trommeslager Bob Bryar. Det sparkes en fotball fram og tilbake over plassen, mellom band og fans. Vaktene forsøker å holde fansen på rekke.

- Stå på rekke, bandet kommer til dere, ikke omvendt, forsøker vaktene seg.

Det funker ikke så bra. Så kommer Ray Toro og Gerard Way bort. Begynner å signere t-skjorter og papirlapper. Ray vitser med fansen. Gerard holder seg litt i bakgrunnen. Han ser sjenert ut. Tilbakeholden.

- Det er veldig viktig for oss å møte fansen. Vi ville jo ikke vært her i Norge uten dem. De er jo grunnen til at vi har tatt denne turen, sier Gerard og blir avbrutt av den gråtende jenta.

Hyggelige
Seansen er ferdig i løpet av ti minutter. Jentene er yre.

- Dette er det største jeg har opplevd i hele mitt liv. De var veldig hyggelige, sier Hanne Fredli.

- Hva det er med My Chemical Romance? Hver gang jeg hører tekstene begynner jeg å hoppe å sprette rundt, sier Maria Hafner.

- Gerard er opptatt av de samme tingene som meg, tegning og så er det mye teater. Akkurat det jeg holder på med, sier hun.

Ingen vet helt hvor den gråtende jenta kom fra. Det var kanskje ikke meningen at hun skulle befinne seg backstage i det hele tatt. Etter å ha møtt Gerard vandrer hun litt rundt på området.

- Hvordan går det med deg? Vet du at du fikk plateselskapsmedarbeiderne til å grine?

- Hvordan det går med meg? Jeg har akkurat møtt Gerard Way, vokalisten i My Chemical Romance!

Så fant jeg dette, noe som gjorde meg pissa.. nå er jeg sur.. :

EMOPARADE

Torgrim Øyre
Søndag 01.07.2007, 07:36
oppdatert 08:04

omg, it was the best day in my life! We got there early so we could find the place we were going to sleep, and after we'd found it we went looking for the way in to the festival (that took some while couse we didn't know where to go xD)

The first consert we went to was Heroes & Zeroes.. I don't know if I liked it or not.. We left after a couple of songs =P

Then we went to the shops to see if we could find some t-shirts, I bought one with MCR and one with Hovefestivalen.
Then we bought a pizza and went back to the place we ''lived'' .. It took almost 30 minutes to walk there.. =S

Then, after we'd got bored to death by trying to find out how I could manage to sneak the camera inside, we went back (And I did get my camera inside =D).. We heard a song or two of Modest Mouse before we went down to the main stage to wait for Billy Talent. After 30 minutes of waiting they finally got on stage =D It was amazing.. amazing and loud =D after the first songs, the singer, I think his name is Ben, but I don't know, said: Well hello there Norway, We are from Canada and my name is Billy Talent.. It sounded kinda wierd, couse I guess he made this funny noise =D
After a little more than 1 hour the show was finnished. People began to look for toilets and stuff I guess, couse it started to get empty.

At 9:25 (My Chem started at 10:15) me and Marthe went to the gates to get inside to the mosh pit, and waited there to the show started. It was full of people and we were jumping and screaming. It was so fun! They didn't play The end and Disenchanted.. =(  
Gee said:
- NORWAY!!! (a lot of times xD)
- We would like to introduce us, and then they played I'm not okay (I promise)
- Have you been having a fun four days? Have you been camping? Have you been fucking around? Have you been.. dancing? You wanna dance? YOU WANNA DANCE? THEN LET US DANCE! (and then they played.. argh.. can't remember xD)
- I'm so upset! (at the end of Mama)

It went so fast! suddenly it was over and it had gone 1 and a half hour already.. People started to leave, and soon it was only 10-15 left, with me and Marthe. And we saw the police cars come down the road and rushed to the gates to see if we atleast could see Mcr.. That's when I met Carrie and Janette =D but after a while some of the police came and said we had to get away =( stupid cops..
I cried at Cancer ^^ I filmed it too =D it was beautiful. The band left the stage and that dude with the keyboard started to play and Gee came back out again, and the stage was dark, only one light at him. And people were waving with lighters.. It was truly beautiful ^^

I'm gonna upload some pic's and vid's =D

<.< We almost got attacked by a drunk guy on our way back.. He truly didn't like My Chem, couse he got angry when he saw my MCR t-shirt.. but luckely there was three guys behind us that told him to fuck off ^^ He was like.. over 20 years old, and we're only 15.. =S