Maria Alexandria

´´Notes: I think I know what’s gonna happen in the next chapter x) at least what’s gonna be it’s name =) ``

I stood up and went over to the small window in my bedroom. The sun was almost down, only a little bit of it was still over the horizon. Some days had gone since I last saw Gerard.

I looked down at the street. A cat was walking around in the alley right across the street. I don’t like cats that much, probably because I’m allergic to them. Marco came over to me, and I gently rubbed her head. She was a nice dog.

I walked out of the shower. The warm water streaming down from my hair felt wired on my back.

I sat down at my bed as I tried not to make it wet. The sun had gone down by now. I’d used as much time as possible in the shower. It was dark outside. The moon that had lighted up the streets were gone behind a big dark cloud. It seemed like it was going to rain tonight.

I went over to the window and saw the cars passing by on the street. A homeless guy was walking down, trying to find a place to stay. I went into the kitchen and got a glass of water and walked out on the balcony. The air was cold, but not freezing.

I watched as the minutes went by. The clock showed me the numbers 01:47am. I’d been trying to sleep for so long now. I started thinking. About the weird things that had happened in my life so far, though I’d only been alive for 24 years. My eyes got heavier. Everything had been normal until I met him. Would it been normal if I hadn’t met him? Or is the normal that we know not the normal after all? Is this the normal? I felt my eyes get to heavy and soon I was sleeping.

The sun was shining in my eyes. I was trying to read a book, but the sun was too annoying.

I went over to the window and pulled the curtains down. The sun had been shining the whole day. It’s not that I don’t like the sun, but sometimes I wish it would rain more. Maybe it was he that made me think like that? He can’t even have sun. I sat back down in the chair by the small table. On the table was my book; “a night to remember” by Lord Walter, some money and the keys to the apartment. I could sit like that for ages, just staring out in nothing, just thinking. Everything went fine until someone knocked on my door, and I went over to it and opened it. It was one of my neighbours, Frank, that was on the other side. “I got your mail in my mailbox” he said and gave me some letters. “Thanks” I answered and closed the door. It was only bills.

I felt the air against my arms as I was standing out on the balcony with a glass of coke in my hand. The moon was shining bright at the sky, and there was quite outside. Sometimes I get the feeling, he’s watching over me. That was the only thought that was in my head right now.

“Hi” I turned around quickly and almost lost the grip of the glass. It was he. He was back. He was standing in the corner of the balcony, leaning against the fence. “Hi” I answered back as I went over to him and kissed him. A small candle was burning on the table, but the cold air murdered it, like a frog eating an insect.

It was raining outside. The sound of the raindrops hitting my window woke me up. I felt an arm around me, so I didn’t move. I didn’t want to wake him up. Somehow we always ended up sleeping together. Nothing happened, we just shared the bed. I looked over at him. He was sleeping. His beautiful black hair was all messy, but it always was. And I liked it. I moved a little bit closer. The rain continued streaming down on the outside. “you are watching over me” I whispered to him as I felt myself fall asleep.

´´Notes: well.. I’m bored.. at my b-day of all days.. so I decided to try to write a part 2 of Night Watch. And since Miora is still asking me to write I thought that it was a good idea. Buuut.. I think I’m going to bed after writing this one.. so.. nights ^^, ``

I sat down at my bed again.. Trying to massage myself after a long day of work.

I felt the chain to the necklace that was hanging around my neck.

I’d been wearing it for an half year now. I don’t believe that much in it now, but I still wont take it off me. It reminds me of him. Of Gerard or what his name was.

I still can’t get the night out of my head.

I leaned over and turned of the light. Ah, it was so good to lie down and feel the cold fabric against my skin. My watch sent out a small light, showing the numbers 11:48 pm. It was late.

I got up again and went over to my window. A shadow went over it as a car passed by down at the street. The moon was shining bright behind a cloud in the cold night.

I went back to the bed and lay down again. As I closed my eyes I saw the guy inside of my head turning around and walking away from me in the alley.

I heard a noise as I woke up. I didn’t open my eyes, but I tried to focus on the sound.

It was like if someone was walking around in my room. I opened my eyes slowly and looked over at my watch. It was 3:24 am. I rubbed my eyes gently as I sat up in my bed. A shadow came over my window, making me jump a little. I slowly got up and turned on the light. The bright light came from the roof, making my eyes hurt. I looked around in the room. Everything seemed normal. I went trough the door and into the small living room with the open kitchen. I saw my dog, Marco, sleeping at the small madras I’d given him. I went over to the sink and took a glass of water. The cold liquid that was streaming trough me felt refreshing.
A shadow formed on the fridge, as if someone was standing behind me, and I slowly turned around as I felt someone look at me. A person was standing in the dark shadow by the wall.

I could se it was a male person, and as he walked into the light I realized who he was.

It was the guy from the allay. The guy I was in love with. The guy that I hadn’t seen in 6 months, the guy that was my guardian.

I felt his breath as he went close to me. His eyes were looking right in mine.

We stood there for some seconds. Suddenly he leaned over and kissed me. I kissed him back, and I felt his two sharp teethes.

I woke up by the traffic on the outside. I looked over and saw him sleeping by my side.

His beautiful black hair was messy around his head. I went over to the window and pulled the curtains down so the sun wouldn’t get in. I wasn’t that stupid.

I went back to the bed and lay down close to him. I felt his breath and gently kissed him on his cheek. His eyes began to move, and I saw him slowly wake up. He looked at me and smiled.
”It’s been a long time” His voice was the most beautiful ever. He sat up and yawned. I placed my head in his lap and he started to play with my hair. “It has”.

Ah.. finally 15 =D

My friends went all crazy today, they were runnig around at my school singing the happy b-day song to me x) and after school I had to go to work (don't ask me, couse I wont answer x) ) and they decided to come with me, and they were fucking singing all the time!! X) LoL

Here's a random pic of me, sleeping on the bus on my way back home.. taken by.. someone =P


Oh, and btw, happy b-day to Patrick form FOB too =) we share the day ^^,
AND!!! muse fucking rocks =) sry.. =P just like 'em alot

You don't need to read it if you don't wanna X)

I've just gotten home from the trip, and it's been really tiering =P
I got up at 4am at friday, and we met the other ones that was going with us not far from our school (which is far from where I live).. Then it was over 1 hour driving with the bus, to get to Kristiansand, where the boat was.
When we got to Kristiansand the boat was late, and we had to wait almost 2 hours in a really small room which was full of other peoples that was travelling as well.. it must have been atleast 200 in this small place.. When we got on the boat we found a place to be. We left Norway around 10am, and we got to denmark around 3pm.. that's 5 long hours.. When we finally got of the boat again we managed to drive the wrong way.. ugh..
1 hour later we got to the place we was going to stay (grønnhøi strand for those who know where that is x) ) and me and my friends had to share a house with some preppy girls..
I think we got to bed around 1am.. x)

Saturday/Sunday: We got up around 9am and it was breakfast at 10am.. after that we walked down to this large beach, and did whatever we wanted to =) after that we went back to the houses and rested for a bit, before we went to Action House.. It was this large place with bowling, go-kart, paint ball, lazer game ect =D We got there 3pm and left 8pm.. haha.. I won the bowling *proud* x) When we got back, it was dinner, and after that I had only 45 minutes to take a shower and get my things.. (me and 3 others had to leave that night D= ) at 11pm the four of us left, and we got to Hirtsals around 12pm.. the boat was late.. AGAIN.. and we didn't get in it before 1:30am.. we got to our cabins, and ofcourse I managed to lock myself outside X) Finally we got to sleep... but not long.. the sea was horrible.. the waves was atleast 4 meters high, and at 5:15am I woke up.. and then it said BANG, and I got thrown out of the bed.. NOT FUNNY AT ALL!! I got up and got dressed, couse I couldn't sleep anymore, couse I was so sick D= and I woke up my friend (that I shared cabin with) and we got up, couse we was supposed to meet up with the guys at 5:30am, but guess what.. THEY WAS STILL SLEEPING!! So we woke them up, and found a place to sit, and wait for getting into Kristiansand.. at 7am we was back in norway.. and then we just had the trip back to Arendal, which took around 1 hour..  And this is where I am now.. I'm not feeling good at all, couse I've only slept a few hours, and I'm still not good from the trip with the boat.. =(  When I think of it, the others one that was on this trip is still in Denmark.. probably sleeping.. or just gotten up.. they'll get here some time in the evening.. but we had to get home earlier.. before we left there was this boy that was like "noooo, there wont be any waves at all this night".. He was wrong.. VERY wrong..

I'm never EVER going to take the boat at the middle of the night..
If you read it all I'll give you a cookie ^^,

I got some pic's and vid's from the trip too.. If ya wanna see.. =)

So I'm leaving buzz for some days now, couse I'm going on a trip to Denamrk and I'll come back in the middle of the night at sunday.. the boat leaves from Denmark around 1am and it'll be in Norway around 7am.. but I don't think I'll get a chance to be on at sunday, couse I'm going on one more trip from monday to wedensaday (sp?) I have to get up at 4am, and that's in 8 hours =P

Ugh.. I'm fucking mad at the weather right now, couse it's blowing so hard that the electricity went out..*eats a cookie to feel better* I don't hope it's like this tomorrow, couse I'm kinda afraid of traveling with a boat over so much water.. x) I'll be on for one more hour or so, but then I'll leave..

Love you all ^^, *hugs*
Maria

Haha, I got this from Miora (gerardwayiswaytoohot)

1. YOUR NAME
Maria Alexandria Thowsen Pettersen [x)]

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:
(first three letters of your name and izzle)
Marizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:
(fav color and fav animal)
Black Unicorn XD

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(your middle name and the street you live on)
Alexandria Fullrigger (haha, Fullrigger is a boat XD )

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Petma

6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME:
(Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink).
Green Burn

7. YOUR IRAQI NAME:
(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads middle name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name)
Atlrvkn

8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(parents middle names)
Kristin Eivind

9. YOUR GOTH NAME:
(bloody and the name of one of your pets)
Bloody Lightning

*sings, or screams: HAPPY B-DAY TO YOU, HAPPY B-DAY TO YOU, HAPPY B-DAY DEAR GEEEEEEEEE! HAPPY B-DAY TO YOU* =D

I've made two cards =D :

and:

^__^

Currently listning to: my sis, snoring in the room next to mine XD it's kinda late here..

what's up guys?
It's really quiet on buzz today =S

I'm sick of my parents sending me to bed early, and I can't sleep.. it's like they think it's just to close the eyes, and you're asleep.. O.o

It's something wierd with the weather.. like two days ago, we were outside, in the sun, playing with our pets, and today it's snowing? It's april! It's not supposed to snow then!

Lalalalalalalalaa, I'm bored.. X) *gives cookies to those who wants*

Tomorrow (today here XD ) it's Gee's 30th b-day =D I've made a b-day card on PS.. haha.. I'll post it tomorrow/today x) *sings (or screams actuallu): HAPPY B-DAY TO YOU, HAPPY B-DAY TO YOU, HAPPY B-DAY DEAR GERARD! HAPPY B-DAY TO YOU* =D

Does anyone know if My Chem got the book thingy Cali made?

*yawns* I'm gonna leave now ^^, nights =) Hugs, Maria

Haha.. today the weather have been acting wierd XD at first it was nice, so I went out to practice my archery XD :

Ah, not bad when I'm standing 11meters away XD

And then I went inside to make dinner XD
After the dinner the weather went bad, raining =( so I took this pic:

it's my cactus =D (I'm not sure if that was spelled right.. but you get it XD )

Currently listning to: Stairways to heaven - Led Zeppelin

Hii, what's up with you guys?
Guess what.. I found a big piece of chokolatecaka right next to me not long ago, yummy.. I wonder how it got there.. but now it's gone ^_^

I never thought I would say this, but it's really boring to have vacation... XD
Today the only thing I did was dragging my younger sister down to the shop to get ice cream..

I've entered a contest where I can win two ticets to the mcr consert in Copenhagen ^^, I hope I win.. I don't think so, but I hope.. But I don't know who I'll take with me if I win.. it's backstage passes, and I'm totally gonna faint if I win.. XD but I don't think I'll win..

Oh, and I've leatned form Kell, that 2+2=fish.. haha XD thanks, I'm gonna tell my mathteacher that next time I see her =P

So.. I guess I'm leaving.. it's late.. not that I care, but my mother is dragging me to town tomorrow.. so .. nights =) btw: it's 12:30pm here.. or is it 0:30am? I don't know the difference.. anybody tell me?

*hugs* Maria/Moshu

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