Maria Alexandria

I'm just so amazed over how much everyone care! I saw the journal about Frank last night, and was the 2nd to comment, and when I came on today I saw that I had new comments by me, and it was 296 other ones that had said something nice and hopes that he'll get better ^^, and for those that don't know yet: Our Frankie is sick again, and has left the european tour to get better.. poor Frankie, right? (I just hope he's okay when I'm going to the consert this summr ~_^)

*hugs* Maria

I'm so mad at my dad right now, couse hi's done that I can't be on internet after 9pm, and that's when all of you guys from usa ect. is on, and AWAKE!!! ugh.. now it's 9.. so I guess I'll have to leave.. *hugs* Maria or Moshu or whatever =)

I'm a scout.. if ya know what that is =P well.. once again I've been out with my phone taking pics, and today, I've taken some from the scout thing.. this is what the norwegian scouts do:

           we're making mini pizzaes =D

           that's the ocean =D XD

         

                   

                   

                    

                    

         

         

I took some pics at school today, but they're small, couse I took them with my cell phone =P
LOOOOK:

        

        

         

        

Anyway, the blond girl, Marthe, has finally made a buzznet account; http://meitemarken.buzznet.com/user/

 

´´Notes: I’ve been watching “night watch”, that’s such a great movie! Anyone else seen it? But what ever. I promised Miora to write again, and I know it’s only one chapter, but I’m not in the mood of writing now..  So I guess I dedicate this story to her.. =D.. ``

 

I looked into his eyes. Those beautiful eyes.

“I need to tell you something” he looked at me.

“What is it?” I answered, still looking in his eyes.

“No, you wont believe me” He looked down. Down at the ground.

I took his head and kissed him. He kissed back, and we slowly broke apart.

“C’mon, tell me” I looked into his eyes again.

“It’s not easy” He said, “There’s something you should know about me”

I tried not to look too confused. Was he going to tell me he had a girlfriend?

I’d met him earlier this day at a club. We’d decided to meet up later to get a cup of coffee, but it was only me that was drinking.

“There’s people, not humans, but other creatures that lives in the world. Creatures like vampires, witches.. Like in fairytales” He was looking down at the ground again.

“What do you mean?” I looked at him, trying to get his eyes of the ground.

“These creatures does wrong things” He lifted his head. “Someone needs to keep an eye at them”
”I don’t think I understand” I was confused now, “There’s no such ting as a vampire, or a witch”

“There is” He looked in my eyes, “Those people that keeps an eye on them are creatures that have understood that they must help the humans”
”What do you mean?” I slowly stepped backwards.

“I’m one of them” He said, slowly following me, “I’m a vampire”

“What?!” I walked faster, he must be crazy I thought to myself.

“No, you don’t understand” He grabbed my arm, “I’m one of the good ones”

“You’re just crazy” I screamed right into his face, “There is no such ting as a vampire”

He smiled. Why did he smile? Then I saw it. The two teethes that was a little longer than the others. One on each side of his mouth.

I stepped back, something that made me fall down at the ground.

He closed his mouth again and reached out his hand to help me up.

“I said you wouldn’t believe me” I took his hand and got up from the ground.

“but.. how.. I..?” I was still shocked of what I’d just seen, “I don’t even know your name, and you don’t know mine, why are you telling me this?”

“I’ve been following you the last days” He was taking something out of his pocket.

“those creatures that don’t wear one of these,” He lifted his sleeve and I saw a black bracelet, “they can’t be seen by humans”

I looked at the bracelet, it was black pearls, like small eyes.

“I can see the others, since I’m one of them” he continued, “There’s a lot of them, following you”

My heart almost stopped for a second.

“What?!” I looked around us, “will they hurt me?”

“No, not as long as I’m with you” he said, opening his hand. It was a necklace. It was black, with a little glass bottle.

“I’ll be with you in this” he said.

I took the necklace. Inside the little glass bottle it was a kind of liquid, red.

He turned and walked away.

“Wait” I shouted after him, “what’s your name?”

He turned around. About 10 meters away from me.

“I don’t have a name now” He said, “but you can call me Gerard, that was my name”

He turned and walked into the shadows. Then he was gone.

 

Ok.. this is from last year (not that that is long ago) but.. what ever.. =P
Well.. we had a... uh.. class trip? to the school =P yeah, it sounds stupid, but we were there from 6pm to 8am =) that's fun.. be on the school all night long.. without sleep =D
Well.. I just found the pics from it.. LOOOOOOK:

I was on the group that was supposed to make food.. that didn't go well =P

Julebrus =D ehe.. XD

right here it's 4am =D

Linking party =D yey.. this is a few of us =)

Some crazy boys.. =P

That's our teacher's crazy dog ^_^

The only ones that was sleeping XD

Ok.. so me and my friend, Marhte, went to the other side of the street..
LoL.. I know it's two days ago, but who cares? I have one more to post too =)
Loooooook:

You don't wanna know how we were the next day.. XD

XD

I just wanted to take a pic of something =)

It took a while before it would burn =P

wow, look at the flames!

don't look at the tree, look at the sky =)

So now it's dark.. I think it was around 9pm =P

The blond girl, laying down, is Marthe, and the other blond girl is my sister =P

Now it's really dark =D

=)

yeah, we took them with us, but she climbet up in the tree by herself!

This is the 2nd one..

And that's the last one ^^,

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And that was the last pic = )

Don't get the wrong picture.. it's not like we WANT to go out and burn a frie.. coughTHEINTERNETWASDOWNcough..

I love making these "diary" things =)
So this's what happend.. We were supposed to have german, but we decided to skip it..
And then we went down at this.. shop.. and were there while we waited for the bus to come =P
Here's some pics:

Ok.. so it's all empty where we were..

...

Nice bench? It's better than sitting on the ground =P

Don't ask me to translate that.. =P

I don't know what's up with this pic.. but I like it ^^,

And here's some from the busride home..

O.o the wierd kids.. they're scary..

There's people that think we norwegians live in the middle of nowhere in huts.. that's NOT true.. we live in the middle of nowhere, in houses ^^, XD

...

That's what I said.. in the middle of nowhere..

I tried to post some new pics, but it didn't work.. so I'll put 'em here and post them later:

Ok, my buzznet account have gone crazy..
This is what's wrong:
- It says I got 2 new messages, but there's none there..
- When I get new comments at my stuff, it don't show up..
- when it says new comments by me, it doesn't show up neiter..
- It's the same with notes..

I guess I won't be able to answer to everything for a while.. just as you know..

Hugs, Maria or Moshu or whatever you wanna call me.. ^_^

Today, me and my sister went out fishing.. Lol.. We do the wierdest things in the wierdest times.. In the holydays, she woke me up in 9am and asked if we could go to cinema.. and we did, without telling anyone.. =P and last week, we decided to burn all my german books on a fire, and we did =)
There was no fish thow.. but for like 3 weeks ago, it was so much snow we couldn't even go out.. that's wierd, right? but it blowed like hell!
But here's some pics:

that's my sister =)

And that's me..

That's all the snow left.. almost.. =P

And that's the weather.. nice, right?

that's all we got.. a leaf.. and I have no idea how I got that..

Here's just some random pics.. we didn't actually fish that much, we just walked around talking or taking pics.. =)

LoL, that's all we had with us =P withuot the fishing(whatever it is in english) and the bikes..

Other times we can decide to take a walk in the middle of the night, or make some food, without checking if we got all we need.. that's just how we are = ) oh, and it's really fun to burn a lot of matchsticks at once =D

´´Notes: I don’t really know what’s gonna happen.. I’ve been trying to write for ages now, but I can’t come up with something good.. This chapter is supposed to be the last one.. the sad one.. but I guess we’ll just have to wait and see``

 

Kate’s POV

It had been three days now. I looked up and stared at the little room I was locked inside once again. It wasn’t big, with a mattress and a blanket and a window that was locked with screws..

I took up the little metal bit I had found and started to turn the screws.

I had been doing that for the last days now, and finally they were out, the only ting left was timing it perfectly.

I took out the screws and went over to the door. I placed my ear to the door, nothing.

Then I went over to the bed and placed everything under the blanket so it looked like I was sleeping there.

I went to the door again. Nothing. I slowly opened the window and tried to be as quiet as possible. I looked down. It wasn’t long down. I grabbed the window and went out.

 

Franks POV

We had driven the whole day.
Bob had a friend that helped us track Dave. We got his street address, but there was no one there.. Then we found some of his friends’ addresses, and this was the last one we got. It was starting to get dark outside.
”When do we get there?” I asked Mikey, “I need to find her!”

“Don’t worry Frank, we’ll find her” Mikey answered, “I think we are there soon”

I looked out the window. I remember all the good times I have shared with her.

All the breaks at the job. All the afternoons at Mikeys café.

She was the one I loved, the one I wanted to share the rest of my life with.

I heard a big snore from the backseats of the car. I looked at bob, which was sleeping.

I felt the car slow down and looked outside the window again.

Then I saw it. It was a person trying to jump out of the window of an old house.

“Is it here?” I asked Mikey, which nodded back.

I looked over at the person again, and then I saw it, in the little light that came out of the window, it was Kate.

I opened the door.

 

 

Kate’s POV

I reached the ground. Then I heard someone at the room I had just gotten out of.

Fuck, someone was coming!

I heard someone open a car door, and turned around and noticed a black car standing in the road. A man got out of the car. It was Frank!

He started running to me.
”She’s gone” I heard someone yell above my head.

I looked up to the window and saw Dave’s friend look down at me.

“She’s escaping” He yelled, properly to Dave.

I started running to Frank. My legs was hurting, but I kept on running

 

Franks POV

She was looking up at the window. There was a man standing there.

He was yelling something, but I was to busy trying to get to Kate than listen.

She started running to me.

Finally I got to her. I grabbed her and kissed her, and she kissed back.

We broke apart, and I looked in her eyes. She was crying. I felt myself crying too.

“I love you, Kate” I kissed her again.

”I love you too, Frank” she answered after we broke apart.

Then it happened. I didn’t feel a thing, but I knew something had hit me in my chest.

I looked in her eyes. She was breathing slow, just as me.

All the colour started to disappear from around us.
It felt like the time was stopped. The sound disappeared.

I looked down. All the liquid that was coming out of two holes in our chests.

All was black and white now. I saw Dave standing by the door, with a gun in his hand. Then I realized what had happened.

 

 

Kate’s POV

I kissed him. He kissed me.

“I love you, Kate” he said after broken apart.

“I love you too, Frank” I answered back.

Suddenly I felt something go into my back and through my chest.

It didn’t hurt, but I knew it was something wrong.

I looked at Frank. He was looking in my eyes, confused.

I knew what happened. I knew why, but I didn’t know why it had to happen right now.

He looked down at his chest. All the blood that was streaming out.

The colour and sound just disappeared. It was like living in slow motion or something.

I tried to speak, but my lungs didn’t have enough air.

“I love you” I mouthed to him. .He looked at me and mouthed back, “I love you too”

I felt weaker and weaker.

I leaned over to him and kissed him a last time before everything went black.

Now we are in heaven.

Good afternoon, can you please introduce yourself?
Frank: Hi, I’m Frank, and I play guitar
Mikey: I’m Mikey, and I play bass.
Bob: My name’s Bob, drums.

How are you doing?
Frank: Good! Very good. Yesterday we had a show, and it was our first show since we were back in Europe. We flew back to Miami last week, so we’re really fucking tired, but we’re doing great. Plus we got coffee so we’ll make it. (writer’s note: we just delivered them some coffee)
Bob: And Red Bull! *raises his can of Red Bull*

You flew back to Miami to perform on the MTV video Awards. You’ve also been nominated for 5 awards. The show haven’t been on television here yet, but did you win anything?
Frank: No, we did not win anything. But there was something later on, and I won a bag of potatoes and Smarties.
Mikey: We were more excited to play I think. We didn’t really care if we won or not. We have seen play all our favourite band the VMA’s, so even though we didn’t won anything we won everything.
Bob: What was the one that Green Day lost?
Frank: Nothing
Bob: No, there was one that they didn’t win. I wanna know what it was...

The album ‘Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge’ came out a while ago. Why did it take you so long to promote it in Europe?
Frank: Well, it’s not up to us. It’s up to the European range of our label. And sometimes it takes a while for certain things to come out over here. We wished it came out the same day, but you did get the ‘The Ghost Of You’ before it came out over there.


And if you look back on the ‘I brought you my bullets’ record. What’s the biggest difference between that record, and the new record?
Frank: Well. We had more time. That first record was recorded in nine days, and was recorded in a basement.

But it still sounded awesome.
Frank: Thank you! I appreciate it. On the new record we used real amps and stuff. We recorded the old record through a budget store, and I wished we’ve don differently, and I was added to the band 2, 2 and a half weeks before heading into the studio, so we were a ‘whole band’ for about 2 weeks. Then we recorded the album in 9 days, and went on tour for 2 year. On the new record you hear more of an actual band. On the old record it’s more a bunch of guys having fun.

And what about the new album title “Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge”. Do you feel like getting revenge on anything or anybody right now?
Frank: I think... kind of. It’s our own revenge, and it’s sweet.

My Chemical Romance is very close with the band The Used, but do you think that their fame helped you to become what you are now? They helped you, and brought you with them on tour, isn’t it?
Mikey –immediately-: No.
Frank: erm... I think that they gave us opportunities each show. But here’s the thing if you reach up with someone who is successful, how come Deadsy isn’t huge?

You also recorded a song with The Used. It was a cover of the song ‘Under Pressure’. How was that for you? Recording that song for the victims of the Tsunami disaster last Christmas?
Frank: It was a new experience. It was great to help but other than that it was weird because we didn’t go in the studio together.

Marcel: Separate recordings? Why’s that?
Frank: Schedule... But that’s the main thing about being in a band and tour so much. Some tracks were recorded in England; some tracks were recorded in L.A. It’s really a miracle that it got done.
Mikey: Some of the songs were recorded on Mars too! *laughs*



What can we expect from My Chemical Romance in the future?
Frank: You can expect a new record soon, and we will tour our fucking balls off. We will be back in Europe to do a headlining tour.

Participating on the Taste Of Chaos tour right?
Frank: No. We’ve done that. We did that, the first one in the States and it was a great experience.

About the Chaos Tour. What is it like to be on stage with a band such as Killswitch Engage? Which is not really the same kind of music that you play?
It was great, and that’s a great thing about that tour. That there are so many different bands on one stage.

Marcel: And what about the audience?
Mikey: It was great. They were waiting for every band.

And the Taste of Chaos tour is growing out to be the next Vans Warped tour?
Frank: Yes, it will be the counterpart of the Warped tour.

So, on to the fun questions now.
If you could choose to have one superhero superpower. What superpower do you really like to have?
Mikey: I would love to be able to turn invisible.
Frank: That’s great. But I can’t have that if you already picked it. I think to manipulate time.
Mikey: That would be sick too!
Frank: Rewind everything, and stop it.

Marcel: Are there any things that you would like to do over again?
Frank: There are some small things, but living without any regrets wouldn’t be nice. You can’t think everything out. A part of living your live is to fuck up.

And what about you Bob?
Bob: Can’t say it. It’s X-rated.

*laughter*

Ah, it’s the Netherlands man. You can say everything!
Frank: Ah! There you go!
Bob: Me and Bert (Writer’s Note: Bert McCracken, Singer from The Used) have a secret superpower. We can’t talk about it.
Frank: A secret adult superpower.

So, what’s by far the coolest animal on this planet?
Mikey: The zebra! Duh...
*laughter*
Bob: I like the Mastodon.

But why the Zebra?
Mikey: Ofcourse, because it’s striped! Zebra’s are really black. It you shave them it’s a black horse. And it makes funny noises.
Frank: Zebra’s can be very nice, but if you piss ‘em off they can be very mean!
Frank: I would choose the sea cow!



What’s the first record you’ve ever bought or got as a present?
Frank: The first CD that I bought was DJ Jazzy Jeff and the Fresh Prince of Bel Air.
Bob and Mikey: yeeaaah!!!
*laughter*

And what about the last one?
Frank: The last one? I think the record from ‘The Banner’. A hardcore band from New Jersey. But the next albums I’m going to buy when I‘m back in the States are: Every Time I Die, The Flesh, and The Bled.
Bob: The last record I’ve bought? Dragon force.
*Frank laughs*
Bob: Do you know Dragon Force?

Never heard of it.
Bob: You should get it.

What’s it like?
Bob: Glory metal.
Frank *laughs*: Glory metal! I like that one.

So, on to the last question. What’s in your pockets right now?
Frank: My Sidekick (telephone) and money... I will empty up my purse.

That was about it. Thank you for your time. Do you have any last words for this interview?
Frank: Any last words..?

Or a random quote, etc.
Frank: Oh yeah. Paint it black!
Mikey. My last words are noon. N-o-o-n.

*Bob’s Sidekick is ringing for the 4th time in a row, and he picks up yelling “WHAT!!??!”*

Mikey: And his last words are ‘what’. *laughs*

I live this interview ^_^

http://www.roarezine.com/?features&read=249 <-- that's where the interview is ^^,

´´Notes: Since the two last ones were a bit small, I’m gonna try make this one a little bit long.. I don’t have that much ideas right now.. but I’ll try =) I can’t promise it to be a good chapter..``

 

Mikeys POV

I stayed a little bit longer in the corridor before I went back to Frank’s room.

He had fallen asleep again, so I sat down in the chair in the corner again.

Something started vibrate in my pocket, and I realized it was my phone.

I took it up and saw it was Ray calling.

“Hello” I answered the phone.
”Hey, it’s Ray” I could here Bob drumming in the background, “Ain’t you guys coming?”
Shit, I’d forgot that it was practise today.

“I don’t think it’s possible to practise today”

“Why not?” I could here Bob stopped drumming.

“I don’t know how I’m going to say it” I didn’t really know how.. “It’s complicated”

“Just tell me man” Bob started drumming again.

“Well, do you want it the easy or the hard way?”
”The easy?” I could hear he was confused.

“Ok.. Gerard is in prison and Frank is in the hospital” I said it really quick.

“WHAT?” Bob stopped drumming again, “are you serious?”

“I’m not kidding” I felt the need to cry again, but didn’t.

“What happened? Is Frank okay? Where are you” He just had to ask thousand questions at the same time.

“I’m at the hospital” I looked over at Frank, he was still sleeping, “Frank is sleeping”

“What about Gerard, is he okay?”

“I don’t know” I felt the tears in my eyes, “He was drunk when I found him, he’s probably sleeping somewhere”

“Just stay there, we’re coming” He hung up.

I looked over at Frank again. He was still sleeping. I got up and went down the corridor to find the coffee machine again.

 

Franks POV

I suddenly woke up, I was still in the hospital room. I couldn’t see Mikey anywhere.

Then I remembered it. I remembered everything. Kate, Dave, the gun, everything.

I got up from the bed. I looked out in the corridor. There was no one there.

I went out and walked to the right. It was a long corridor, but in the end it turned to left.

Where was everybody? I went a little further, but I couldn’t find anyone.

I started to walk back when I met a nurse.

“What are you doing out here?” She looked at me.

“I was looking for someone” I answered.

“You should probably get back to your room” she looked down at her notebook, “What’s your name?”

“Frank Iero” I answered.

“This way” she pointed the direction.

We went back to my room and she told me to stay there to another nurse would come.

I went over to the window. The sun was shining outside. Cars were passing.

I felt the pain in my head again. I lifted my arm and touched the bandage.

I went back to the bed, and sat down.

 

Mikeys POV

I found the coffee machine in the end of the corridor again.

I bought a cup and saw Ray and Bob on their way in.

I decided to wait for them. We could speak here, not to wake Frank up.

They came inside and I told them everything that had happened.

It was quiet for a little while.

“Was it Gerard that had done it to Frank?” Ray asked after a while.

“He don’t remember” I said, still looking down at the floor.

We went to his room. He had woken up and sat on the bed.

“Hi guys” He said with a smile.

“Hi” Ray and Bob answered.

“I remember what happened now” Frank shouted.

I stared at him, not knowing if I wanted to know what happened.

“Tell us then” Bob said.

He started to tell. He kept going. When he was finished the only thing I could think of was that Gerard was innocent.

“We must get Gerard out of the prison” It just popped out of me.

Frank stared at me.

“Don’t you think it’s a better idea to find Kate first?” He said, still staring at me.
”I don’t think you can get out of here yet” Ray said looking at Frank.

“I know” He answered, looking over at Ray again.

“Maybe we should head over to the police station and get Gerard out and tell them what happened to you?” Bob said.

That’s what happened. We went over to the station and told them about what really  happened to Frank.

They told us that they needed to talk to Frank before they could release Gerard.

“What about Kate?” I looked at them.

“We’re going to look for her” one of the policemen said, “Does this Dave have any last names?”

I looked at the others.

“I didn’t even know she had a boyfriend” I said.

“We’ll take a look for her” He answered back.

We went back outside. I looked at the others. They’re faces was meaningless.

“Don’t you think we should look for her too?” I asked the others.

“I don’t know” Ray answered, “maybe we should?”

We decided to look for her when Frank would get out of the hospital.

 

It had gone two days now. The police hadn’t seen anything to Kate, and Frank was getting better. Gerard was finally letting out of prison. He said he would stop drinking. He had gone to his and Franks home to clean up all the mess.

Frank was letting out of the hospital today, and we went over there to pick him up.

He was standing on the outside when we arrived.

“Hey Frank” Bob went out to help him with the bag.

“How do you feel?” Ray asked him when he had gotten in the car.

“Better” He answered “Are we going to look for her?”

“Don’t you want to take it a little bit easy first?” I asked him.

“I’ve taken it easy in three days now, what do you expect?” He answered.

We decided to start looking for her.

´´Notes: I know I said this one would be long, but I don’t have enough time to write, couse my bus is leaving in a half hour, and I’ve promised my little sister to take her to the cinema to see “Night at the museum”.. Sorry guys.. ``

 

Franks POV

I heard some voices. I tried to open my eyes, but they were too heavy.
Shit, my head was in pain. I tried to open my eyes again. All was white, but the shadow of a person was sitting in the corner of the room.
”Thank god you’re awake” It was Mikeys voice.
”What happened?” I tried to focus on the room.
”They’ve arrested Gerard for what happened to you” He sounded confused.
”They have done what?” I tried to move, but I was too weak.
I tried to remember what happened to me.

“I went over to your place to speak with Gerard, and I found him sleeping and you.. on the floor..” He started to cry, “please, tell me Gerard didn’t do this to you?”
I tried to remember what happened. I remember I was supposed to pick up Kate, but something made me late.
”I’m sorry Mikey” I looked at him, “I can’t remember what happened”

He ran out of the room. I saw him disappear behind a corner.
I closed my eyes. I was too tired to stay awake.
I was sleeping.

 

 

Mikeys POV

I talked to the nurse. She said Frank was getting better, and he would probably wake up soon.
I went to the corner of the hospital room and sat down at the chair that was standing there. I started to think of what I’d just seen.

I was driving over to Frank and Gerards place to talk to Gerard about his drinking.
When I arrived and was about to knock on the door, I saw it was already open.
Since I knew everybody that lived inside there, I decided to walk right in.
”Gerard?” I looked into the kitchen. There was two cups of unfinished coffee standing on the table.
”Frank” Where was everybody? I went into the hall, and looked inside Gerards room. There wasn’t anyone there. I went to Frank’s room.
Then I saw him. Lying on the floor, with blood around his head.

“Frank?” I hurried over to him. He was alive, but  unconscious.
I quickly pulled out my phone and called 911. I went out of the room with Frank. I couldn’t stand blood. I went to the living room. I found my brother on the couch, sleeping.
The ambulance and some police officers came. They asked me question. Then they found Gerard drunk on the couch. They arrested him. They thought he was the one that had done this. Was it?

I heard Frank make some noises and looked over at him. He started to wake up. I hurried over to him.

”Thank god you’re awake” He looked tired.

”What happened?” He looked at me. Didn’t he remember?

”They’ve arrested Gerard for what happened to you” I tried to explain.

”They have done what?” He tried to move.

“I went over to your place to speak with Gerard, and I found him sleeping and you.. on the floor..” I started to cry, I couldn’t handle this anymore, “please, tell me Gerard didn’t do this to you?”
”I’m sorry Mikey” He looked at me, “I can’t remember what happened”

I couldn’t have it anymore. I ran out of the room and down the hall.

I found a coffee machine in the end of the corridor, and bought a cup of coffee.

I found a chair and sat down and started to drink.
It couldn’t have been Gerard that had done that. It couldn’t!

I started to calm down as the coffee went down.